by Mr. Tart Tue Feb 12, 2013 7:48 pmIf improving yourself means hurting others, then those are people you shouldn't be around. It may be hard, and i can clearly say that i'm a hypocrit by saying this, but you should prioritize yourself before others, because at the end of the day, you are the only thing that matters. If people are hurt because you try to care for yourself, those are not people you should be around, ever.
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The "let it out" thread.
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WaLKA wrote:I'm tired of disappointing games. Does that count? :I
Which one(s), dude? I see you just got on Dark Souls now.
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well i dont mean that but yh that makes sense and sorry if im gettin depressive im just hittin a depressive state and the games i see some decent ones might come out.
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A lot of what I was excited for lately haven't seemed that great. Ninja Gaiden 3, DmC, Dead Space 3, just to name a few. There're a ton more. I'm really hoping Aliens: Colonial Marines isn't bad...WhatDoesThePendantDo? wrote:WaLKA wrote:I'm tired of disappointing games. Does that count? :I
Which one(s), dude? I see you just got on Dark Souls now.
And I'm also sick of people using Divine Blessings, holy hell.
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twilightwarwolf wrote:well i dont mean that but yh that makes sense and sorry if im gettin depressive im just hittin a depressive state and the games i see some decent ones might come out.
There's no need to apologize for depression. One cannot take blame for what's not ones fault. I for one usually am not very happy myself, and i can't really control it, so i won't take blame for it either.
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WaLKA wrote: I'm really hoping Aliens: Colonial Marines isn't bad...
Uhh, I wouldn't read any reviews if I were you... :pale:
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-Looks it up.-WhatDoesThePendantDo? wrote:WaLKA wrote: I'm really hoping Aliens: Colonial Marines isn't bad...
Uhh, I wouldn't read any reviews if I were you... :pale:
Well that figures.
Guess I'll just play Dragon's Dogma. It has a lot of Berserk stuff in it and I'm a total fanboy.
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My c**k is huge and it keeps getting in the way of what I'm doing. Any suggestions?
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Vinyl Scratch wrote:My **** is huge and it keeps getting in the way of what I'm doing. Any suggestions?
Dont get a dog unless you can have time to play with him and work/study.
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Stop putting your **** on things and it'll stop getting in the way.
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Off Topic thread NO 65 !
Vinyl I had the same problem, the best thing you can do right now is to cut your addiction to Viagra.
Vinyl I had the same problem, the best thing you can do right now is to cut your addiction to Viagra.
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What? No! This is my pet we are talking about here. Not my pravite part.
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Chicken wings taste nice, Vinyl.
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Why are the 2 people talking about having big **** have a girly anime as their avatar? *facepalm*
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*facepalm* If only this guy knew.
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I saw your Real Life pictures. I know you are both guys 
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wow even joe comes here O_O does everyone come here every now and again?
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A lot of people used to come here wolf, admittedly this thread hasn't been 'popular' for a good few months, but then again there's other threads that people can say things in, like random off topic.
This thread is nice in a way though that the community is so close knit and friendly
This thread is nice in a way though that the community is so close knit and friendly
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ive started to notice that btw peoples i is not able to get on psn ya'll have the same message of psn under matinience
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Can't sleep...
I keep thinking about my cat, Grållis.
She used to be my best friend, still is in my mind.
Yet... I cannot even remember when she died... I think it may have been around 3 years ago.
She died at the age of 20 or 21, if i'm not mistaken. I loved her so much.
Whenever i was sad, she would be there for me, and i know it sounds crazy, but it was as if she knew, as she would always come towards me when i was sad. And looking into her eyes, i knew, that she understood, and she was there for me.
I've always had a lack of friends, especially now... Now that she's gone...
What i really regret the most is the fact that the last few months before she died, i would almost avoid her. I would close the door so that she wouldn't come in, i would push her aside as i found her annoying, and i don't mean push in a violent way, but neither in a gentle one. I don't even know why...
I just wish i could've changed those few months... Spent the last few days with her like we used to...
I really wish she was still here with me...
I need her...
I keep thinking about my cat, Grållis.
She used to be my best friend, still is in my mind.
Yet... I cannot even remember when she died... I think it may have been around 3 years ago.
She died at the age of 20 or 21, if i'm not mistaken. I loved her so much.
Whenever i was sad, she would be there for me, and i know it sounds crazy, but it was as if she knew, as she would always come towards me when i was sad. And looking into her eyes, i knew, that she understood, and she was there for me.
I've always had a lack of friends, especially now... Now that she's gone...
What i really regret the most is the fact that the last few months before she died, i would almost avoid her. I would close the door so that she wouldn't come in, i would push her aside as i found her annoying, and i don't mean push in a violent way, but neither in a gentle one. I don't even know why...
I just wish i could've changed those few months... Spent the last few days with her like we used to...
I really wish she was still here with me...
I need her...
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now Mr. Tart that is one thing i can totally speak with as i have lived with dogs and have lost a few. One of them being Smokey. He was... well to be honest my brother. I rarely got to see the ones i had , still the same way today, and so Smokey being only a year younger than me i saw him as my bro. He was kind and smart and very funny and protective at the right times.I almost forgot to mention Smokey was a German Shepard so he was a big boy and we'd play together go on walks watch movies together all that good stuff pet owners do. But he later had to be put down because he couldnt use his hips and we couldnt fix them and he was in so much pain it was worth putting him through that. My biggest regret is how i had treated him before he died because i was still young in the idea that he wouldnt die until i went to college or maybe after that so i treated him in someways rougher than needed to and someways better but in the very end on the day we put him down i regret this a lot.... i didnt stay with him when we put him down i sat in the car because i couldnt handle seeing him die and i felt awful becase i wasnt there for him in the end. So trust me when it comes to regrets and loving and missing your pet i know how one feels.
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Duh! But that's not the point!JoeBroski09 wrote:I saw your Real Life pictures. I know you are both guys
Urgh! Nevermind.
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I would focus on the good times you both enjoyed and judging by her long cat life it looks like you gave her a wonderful life, Tart. Be proud of that, and remembering your pets, to me, isn't a weakness it signifies a strong and natural relationship.
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I try to think of it that way. But the fact that i was so selfish the last month of her life doesn't help much. She had epilepsy, and at the last month of her life, she became especially sensitive. She had these seizures, so bad she'd end up biting her tongue. They were so bad she even hurt her legs. She was limping because of that. My parents wanted to put her down, but i couldn't, i just couldn't. I couldn't let her go, because i didn't want to be alone, so i made sure she lived, even though she suffered. It's kind of hard to look past that, when you put someone you love through such pain. And even though i put her through that, she still loved me, still wanted to be with me.
Atleast i was next to her when she died.
I remember my mother screaming as me and my ex were watching tv. She told me Grållis had another seizure and that she suspected Grållis would die, so i ran down right away. There were moments when the seizure calmed down, when we thought she'd be okay, but the joy would be broken down as another seizure struck. She ended up dying in my mothers arms. I wish she had died in mine...
The worst part about it all is the fact that we usually caused the seizures. Whenever forks, knives, spoons, glasses or even plates would touch one another, creating those screeching noises, she'd have another seizure.
I'm kind of questioning the fact as to why i even bother changing the text to orange when i'm talking about this...
Atleast i was next to her when she died.
I remember my mother screaming as me and my ex were watching tv. She told me Grållis had another seizure and that she suspected Grållis would die, so i ran down right away. There were moments when the seizure calmed down, when we thought she'd be okay, but the joy would be broken down as another seizure struck. She ended up dying in my mothers arms. I wish she had died in mine...
The worst part about it all is the fact that we usually caused the seizures. Whenever forks, knives, spoons, glasses or even plates would touch one another, creating those screeching noises, she'd have another seizure.
I'm kind of questioning the fact as to why i even bother changing the text to orange when i'm talking about this...
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Rest In Peace, Grållis. You were, and still are, the best cat and friend a boy could ever have asked for. I will never forget you.
Love you...
Love you...
