I'm a mortician and I can tell you life doesn't last as long as one might think.
Dont walk through life in a cloud<--which you do NOT appear to be doing. Dealing with the stress is hard...but look at right now. You got a bud/buds in this forum that will offer support, to a degree...there's only so much we could do ya know?<--not the point.
But you're gettin it out right? If you gotta just blow a load off in this forum, then fine. Sometimes things get worse before they get better. If you got something off your chest and it made you depressed, just realize it would've happened sooner or later.
Releaving the stress and getting it out is just right. Especially when you're dealing with serious illness and/or identity issues, just real life in general.
Get used to it young man, you have a loooong way to go. If I had to bet right now though, I'd bet you turn out to be a fine young man. At the very least, a good son.
Last but not least, dont feel guilty for getting depressed either. My line of work is depressing as he\\ sometimes, my son has autism, my dad has cancer....just dont let it take your hope , your shine , your flavor .
If you believe in Christ I recommend the Book of Job. If not, read a story about watching everyone around you win BUT you. Book of Job is better though lol, Satan has some pretty funny lines imo.
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