Attempted Suicide

WhatDoesThePendantDo? wrote:I'd wish you wouldn't, that's very serious. Please, see about getting yourself committed. This is a situation which needs professional help.

Satoshi wrote:

WhatDoesThePendantDo? wrote:I'd wish you wouldn't, that's very serious. Please, see about getting yourself committed. This is a situation which needs professional help.

I have been in professional help ever since I was six for having problems with anger, but after that passed, I was in there for depression until I turned 18. It never helped, so I quit trying. It is the friend that I talk to that keeps me going...barely.

Latitoast wrote:Please don't.

If you need to talk to someone, all of us are willing to lend both our ears.

Just please don't kill yourself.

Soris Ice Goldwing wrote:No no no no! Satoshi there are ways to see the light in life here. Killing yourself won't solve anything at all. In fact you will end up doing more harm than good as everyone in your life will suffer by your loss. It takes time and a lot of it, depending on what you life is like to realize that living will improve. I got depression too but I managed to deal with it for a long time and things do look better after a bit. Don't kill yourself man, you'll feel hollow. It is not an answer to die like that just a regret you'll never undo.

WhatDoesThePendantDo? wrote:Do you take any medications?

Renny™ wrote:Satoshi, I doubt any one really wants you gone from this world, even if you have depression, life isn't normally worth killing yourself for. After attempting suicide twice myself, I know if you don't die, you feel all the worse for it. edited

Fluttershy wrote:
Are you bipolar like me?

Satoshi wrote: I don't recall if I have said this yet, but if I haven't here it is. I suffer from chronic depression. I have had this since I was around ten, and it has stuck with me for nearly 13 years. I have attempted to kill myself many times in the past, only to fail due to lack of willpower, or someone "saving" me.

Yesterday, I decided that after pretty much living a complete, yet horrid life, I would end it all. I locked the doors and windows and attached a noose to a metal latch in the ceiling. I got up on a chair and wrapped it around me neck, and kicked the chair down.

I hung there, slowly suffocating to death. It was painful, and I was scared, but I knew that I would be in a better place. After what felt like an eternity, I started to drift out of consciousness, albeit slowly. I heard some banging, and then a shattering sound.

My friend broke one of my windows and shot through the gap with multiple cuts. She quickly set the chair up on my feet and forced the noose away from my neck. I ended up breaking down emotionally, and just started crying. She was the only one I could outlet my woes to.

I just wish I can find a way to kill myself, without others impeding.

Fluttershy wrote:Would you hush up Renny!
You're not making this any better.

Tehdoomgrasp wrote:



Fact is, life on this planet is s*it, and carrying on can sometimes feel hard and take it´s toll on you, only by overcomming these bad situations´, not by yourself but collectively with friends and family, can we make something of ourself.