Confessions

I fainted two times in class. Both times we're watching a movie or video that included surgeries. At least after those events the whole school knew who I was, my facebook exploded lol

bunnywink wrote: Hey Robin.

 Hello, haven't seen you in a while 

I am very very scared of the dark... I am scared to be alone. I have a permanent feeling as if someone is watching me. It's been worse these latest weeks but I've had it all my life.

I'm not afraid of the dark, i frikken sleep in it.

Reaperfan wrote:Also, I type out the code for smilies in my posts instead of clicking the pictures.  I don't know why.

Show pony. 

LOL

Confession: I thought of that song when I made this thread.

I'm not joking but don't expect anyone to believe me,just be respectful if you wish to express doubt.

I very rarely dream but sometimes I have images of events in my mind when I wake up,these things eventually happen.I'm not really a believer of psychics or anything but it is pretty weird to have happen to you.It's just trivial stuff I see and always from exactly where I end up standing when it happens so it isn't exactly useful.I don't think it's a big deal,the deja vu thing has been explored before so I'm probably just having the same thing or something.

I personally ruined a girls relationship of 3+ years by trying to put myself in her boyfriend's shoes.

Don't do it kids. It doesn't work out for anyone.

I'm also in a god awful situation that is close to that one.

Met a girl from Florida (I'm from the North East Coast) and she is in a relationship. She has been for about 3 years now. We talk everyday about everything - including sex. We've joked quite a bit about sex for a few months now but she's recently been seriously considering it.

And she is still with her current boyfriend. And I could see myself doing it: even if she is in a relationship.

21 years old and I'm already getting into this ****. Seriously, I wasn't like this in high school.

PS: Best part. Currently trying to date someone at the same time. Been talking for 4 1/2 hours straight. What the christ is wrong with me?

Tolvo wrote:I have extreme OCD, if I want to use a cup or bowl I must blow into it twice.  Depending on what I do in the bathroom I have different numbers of times that I have to wash my hands.  I ensure every door leading outside in my house is locked three times before sleeping.  I have to wipe the side of a pop can twice, the top once, then blow on it before opening it.  No doors leading outside can be unlocked when in my sight.  I need to wipe eating utensils before eating with them.  The list goes on.

 Sounds pretty normal to me though. No need for concern here imo

I can't drink on the same side of a glass twice.
As of right now, i have no friends.

Doctor Snuggles wrote:*long*

It takes two People to have sex, and if she's the one suggesting it, well, why the f*ck not ?
I'd say you shouldn't let it bother you, if she wants to have Sex with another Person while in a Relationship, her Boyfriend deserves a better Girl anyway.

She's going to do it eventually, you're just speeding up the Process .

Unless you're not a terrible Person, of course .

Doctor Snuggelywuggely wrote:PS: Best part. Currently trying to date someone at the same time. Been talking for 4 1/2 hours straight. What the christ is wrong with me?

Nothing .

Doctor Snuggles wrote:I personally ruined a girls relationship of 3+ years by trying to put myself in her boyfriend's shoes.

Don't do it kids. It doesn't work out for anyone.

I'm also in a god awful situation that is close to that one.

Met a girl from Florida (I'm from the North East Coast) and she is in a relationship. She has been for about 3 years now. We talk everyday about everything - including sex. We've joked quite a bit about sex for a few months now but she's recently been seriously considering it.

And she is still with her current boyfriend. And I could see myself doing it: even if she is in a relationship.

21 years old and I'm already getting into this ****. Seriously, I wasn't like this in high school.

PS: Best part. Currently trying to date someone at the same time. Been talking for 4 1/2 hours straight. What the christ is wrong with me?

 I dunno if you feel like taking advice from a stranger but if you have any non-sexual feelings for the girl,don't do it.It will make things much more complicated and put strain on every interaction between you.I know because I'm in a similar situation which hasn't changed in the last year and a half,she has a few boyfriends in that time and it hasn't stopped.I'd never cheat,ever myself but also feel like a messed up person.

If it's just sex then (The romantic in me hates it but) I agree with Marino.A cheater is a cheater,it will happen with or without you so you could get something out of it.

On a not completely unrelated note,I think I am getting very cynical.

Death Note, Code Geass, I consider to be the worst Anime I've ever seen, with Dog Days coming in close

My instant thought to this was "man, that's some serious cross-genre viewing."  Then it occurred to me that I was able to instantly distinguish how different that last one was from the first two, thanks to knowledge of all 3.  Then it also occurred to me that I know more about various anime of virtually every non purely-for-girls genre than I do about contemporary pop culture of any variety aside from YouTube in my own country, and that almost nobody that knows me in person knows that.

I confess, that doesn't even bother me.

One more:  I've read up on how to notice micro expressions and get a general picture of what people are saying against what they're feeling, and am constantly switching between pure obliviousness and being extremely aware and observant in social situations now, almost at random.

I am extremely afraid of change.

dont think you're alone there teh, people generally prefer to have things remain the same- stability is quite a desirable factor in happiness

Except when you don't have a choice .
I would love to just say "F*ck everything" and go to another Country .

What kind of changes do you mean, Cat ? Going to another School and leaving your Friends because you have better grades ?

I think the only reason I consider Death Note and Code Geass to be worse than Dog Days is probably because of the popularity of it, and how those two always get recommended to me when I consider them garbage.  If I were to just think quality wise...Dog Days, or maybe Dinosaur King would go into the number one box spot of utter ****.

I liked the first half of death note. After that, not so much. I hate code geass.

Ugh, I am considering learning basic korean vocabulary etc; and then moving there for a couple of years. Opinions upon the matter? Though Natalia would not be able to come next year - would have to wait 2 years until I could move there with her but I really am interested in the concept as it would make me learn the language with ease whilst getting to research their culture etc;

I'd wait out all this North Korea stuff before going to Korea, personally.

Really depends on what you want, dude. If you really feel like doing that is right then go for it, but I would talk with my loved ones about it first if I were you.

avoiding problems in the relationship ftw:

Tolvo wrote:I'd wait out all this North Korea stuff before going to Korea, personally.

 The North Korea **** is liable to continue for an extremely long time (has pretty much been conflict between NK and Korea for a good while) - I am most likely to be middle aged by the time it ends however I can understand the concern. I guess that I will wait at least until Natalia finishes her degree and then ask for her opinion about it because I am sure her profession will be able to supply a Job over there.