Confessions

I confess, I didn't derail this thread this time..

Trust me, I'm a Soris as well.

so uh

I'm a Soris then

So I'm Soris too??

Also.

I'm still playing Poke'mon Y all day everyday.

Hatsune Miku wrote:I'm still playing Poke'mon Y all day everyday.

Want. Bad.

I wasted my whole weekend playing nothing but White Knight Chronicles only got two trophies and didn't submit a single job application.

I'm also starting to become easily depressed over incredibly small things again.

So far, pretty successful month for me.  

I haven't really doing my work in my classes.

I'm normally fine with lots of things, but I have a hard time doing projects and the like.

I almost broke down earlier today over it.. because if I fail a class at all, I won't be able to graduate this year. And my parents may kick me out once I turn 18 if I'm not in school. (It's not like there's quite a few people who don't graduate right away), and sadly, I would lost access to the internet.. One of only positives in my life right now, and the main thing keeping me from killing myself are my friends.. I don't know how I would be able to handle it if I lost them all.

Maybe you should just get of the Internet, it's obvios that it isn't good for you, here everyone pities and agrees with you while in truth you should get of your butt and start pulling your weight and don't always break down and cry when something goes wrong .

No offense, Stray. But school isn't that hard, even i made it and f*ck me if you aren't smarter than me !

I know it seems that way.. but trust me when I say I couldn't handle that.

I'm quite emotionally weak, and while I may seem strong and confidant, I'm actually really feeble.

Soul of Stray Demon wrote:I'm quite emotionally weak, and while I may seem strong and confidant, I'm actually really feeble.

No... not really.  

But I side with you, I think Marino's advice is pretty decent but sometimes taking away what someone depends on when they are at the end of the rope can really just be the back-breaker instead of the catalyst for change. I understand that.

Just keep plugging away, Stray and it should get better, we're all here for you. It's even evident Marino cares so don't take his advice as a form of criticism. But yeah, do your homework, there is no reason for you to not do that. If you need some help you could even start a homework help thread and I'm sure some people would be more than happy to help with what they can.

Sorry if what i say now seems harsh but; man the f*ck up .

How are you ever supposed to find a job if you cannot handle pressure ?
Chin up, girl.

And what Pendts said is true, i do care about you to some extend.

I still don't have my G2.

I don't have a problem with my homework being tough.. I just have such a hard time building up the ability to actually do it.. and sometimes when I have it, I won't even turn it in.. I feel scared to do it, even though there is nothing to fear.

Whenever I'm in class, I don't have problems, but actually doing things on my own is just difficult.

Honestly Stray, if you want advise I'd say that you should go talk to a friend about that and maybe take a temporary leave from the forums for a week or two. I'm sure a lot of people enjoy you being around the forums but it shouldn't be at a loss of you failing your classes and not doing your homework, that should come before the forums.

Speaking of homework, I still have 35 problems left of my math homework to do.

GrinTwist wrote:Speaking of homework, I still have 35 problems left of my math homework to do.

Loser. I'm done with math 5evah!  

I've always had this problem though ever since I was little. It's not the forums that do it, and another thing, is that my only friends are online.

lol in my last years in school i NEVER did my homework, i always copied it from the smart girls .
But that was because it was the most efficient way to me, i knew all math formulas etc so i didn't need to practice them over and over again .
I ended up with a 2.4 average score on my diploma (it's B in american grades i think).

Well, I'm saying you don't have to leave, you just need to prioritize. Like, it's perfectly acceptable to leave the Forum open but instead of checking on it every minute check on it every 30 mins. or so.

That's quite manageable and you can do the stuff you need to for class with the rest of the time.

Soul of Stray Demon wrote:I don't have a problem with my homework being tough.. I just have such a hard time building up the ability to actually do it.. and sometimes when I have it, I won't even turn it in.. I feel scared to do it, even though there is nothing to fear.

Whenever I'm in class, I don't have problems, but actually doing things on my own is just difficult.

It seems like you lack self-motivation.

I don't have much, but when I lacked self-motivation I asked a close friend to make me promise to do everything that I needed to do in a day.

I am finding it harder and harder to consider myself a part of this community, not because I feel like I do not belong or anything like that, but because I've been feeling very unattached to everything in my life recently.

I apologize in advance if I just stop visiting these forums and interacting with you guys without much reason. I've already just up and quit many things I was involved in IRL and through the internet/video games. Hopefully I'll get some sort of incentive to actually do something soon.

Take a break if you need, X. It's understandable for anyone to become disinterested in a game so long after its come out.

My personal hope is that you don't leave as I enjoy my interactions with you, but you need to do what's best for you.

I'm not gonna, working while having this up is so hard. I just come on here and then go on chat. It's horrendous..

Thats not even counting the time when im watching TV or gaming when I should be working too

Such is the life of a stud lol .
Literally every student i've ever talked to does what you do, Serious

Ummm... the other students in my year beg to differ, apparently not doing any work doesn't bode well for med students

in fairness i'm gonna do more work, just... not yet

Yeah, i heard being lazy has that effect.
To be honert, i don't even know how well they're doing now, for all i know they could have been kicked out by now lol

Yarxov wrote:I just stood in the forest as a human with Sif alive for half an hour and was only invaded once.
Incredible, I know.

It's worse when you're livestreaming.
Spend 2 hours on livestream desperately trying to get invaded and insisting "Yes, we're pvping" to people watching... >.<