Confessions

I have this on my forearm. I used to do a lot of graffiti and this one of my favorite sketches by my favorite artists.

I am completely indifferent to needles.  I know body builders that cry when they get shots, but I've had so many when I was young that I just got used to it.  I've had shots in my stomach, face, neck, hands, arms, thighs, and even my feet.  I usually don't notice when it's going on and just talk with whoever is administering the shot.  

A bee?  I'm knocking children down to get the *** away from a bee.

Tolvo wrote:A bee?  I'm knocking children down to get the *** away from a bee.

Hahah.

I hate needles but for some reason when i was getting my tattoo (2 hour long session) i was completely fine. I guess it's the thought of something sharp entering my vein is what makes me woozy.

And i'm like that with spiders. *** spiders.

I once knocked a girl out because I had my legs underneath a large desk at school, when a spider on a web hung down in front of my face.  I jumped up launched the desk straight into her face breaking her nose and knocking her out.  It's safe to say, I'm quite afraid of spiders.

He just wants to be friends tolvo.

Seriously go *** yourself, I just kicked my laptop off of my table and it hit my PS3 so hard it shut off.  I hit latest post so that took up my whole screen in a second.  God *** dammit, I may have to get a new PS3.

Daaaaaaaaaaaaamn!

Edited out leet, thats incredibly insensitive

Edit: i was too late, sorry tolvo  

Too insensitive? 

I don't get it.

It's a picture on a computer.

 

I just got done saying i'm afraid of spiders too. But it's just a picture on a screen.

You just purposefully put a huge picture of a spider on to a guy who just detailed exactly how extremely frightened of spiders he is to the point of jumping up and kicking out in panic. If that isn't being insensitive I don't know what is leet. Phobias differ in how bad they are, just because your fear is menial doesn't mean everyone elses is.

Please use common sense in the future.

He told a story of a spider dropping down in front of his face in school. A real life spider, in his real life face.

Not a spider on a screen. I'm afraid of spiders but it doesn't bother me, because it a picture on a screen, so why would it bother someone else. It was a joke.

But okay.

Especially consider I just told a story about how I launched a desk because I got freaked out by a spider, while I had a laptop on my lap.  If I had been sitting behind a desk with a computer, I would have just destroyed every wire and probably the computer, and possibly the desk.  So I don't know what the *** you were thinking.  If it had been a small image, sure.  That would just creep me out, but you made sure it was the exact size of the forum's limits, so it would take up the entire screen when I hit newest post.  God *** dammit, ****, piece of ****.  THat's the last time I ever tell anyone on here about anything personal, **** **** god *** dammit.  On my **** birthday too I might need to take my savings to go buy a new PS3, or just give up on the PS3.  *** god *** ***.

Are you serious ? Damn...

Leet, regardless of what you thought the reaction would be like there's no possibility you intended that to be soothing or pleasant. I'm sure it was meant as a joke but I'm struggling to see how it wasn't at Tolvo's expense.

It was nothing more than a jab against him . Making fun of him, jokingly mocking .

How could he have know that Tolvo would react like that ?

So, how does anyone know that he truly flipped out?

I'm afraid of spiders. But's a picture on a screen.

Now there's 2 admins talking to me because he says he flipped out about it?

Well i have a phobia of horses. And marino's avatar made me flip my table through my tv.

*** *** ******** **** **** ****



Now i have to get a new tv. *** awesome. (i don't even know if that's a horse but that's not the point  )

It doesn't matter if he did or not Leet. It's just a bad formula. I don't like "x" shouldn't be followed by "x."

Let's just move past with one more life lesson behind us

Marino, there was a post by tolvo outlining his fairly (I think you'll agree) extreme reaction and fear of spiders. That is how Leet could have known.

It's not really a massive issue leet, let's just move on and remember to be a bit more sensitive with what we post.

I know, Serious .
Anyway, i don't want to dwell on this Topic any further than neccesary .

I don't like any of the Diablo Games

To be fair, he outlined a story that happened in school (years ago, it says he is 21) to by now it is possible his problem with spiders could have digressed. Like i said, i'm afraid of spiders, but i don't freak out over pictures on the internet. If there was one in my face right now, hell yeah i'd do the same thing he did (if he did, who knows)

There was no harm meant to be done, it was just a joke. I didn't mean for the picture to take up his whole screen. I could have made it 800px but i didn't.

It was supposed to be "oh my god, that's ugly you *******" not, "*** YOU *** ******* I BROKE MY **** YOU *** ****."

Sorry Tolvo, it was a joke. If you actually did what you said you did.


But it's done.

Marino. wrote:I know, Serious .
Anyway, i don't want to dwell on this Topic any further than neccesary .

I don't like any of the Diablo Games

 

Diablo is garbage.

I hate DotA, Wow, and LoL. (Imo)

Thank you for your maturity leet

Hmmm another confession? Well, my first game on PS1 that I played was tomb raider- I never finished it. I never even got past the 2nd level

TooLeet wrote:

WaffleGuy wrote:
Also, I have a massive phobia of needles (shots you get from a doctor). 

 
Same here.

I remember one time when i was like 14 i had to get 3 shots in 1 day. 2 in one arm and 1 in the other.

By the 2nd shot, i was already passed out. My mom was FREAKIN.

"WHAT DID YOU DO MY SONN!!@*&^*&"

I woke up to the doctor slapping me and was wet from cold water.

 Never had it that bad. I usually just hold my arm still like a statue, while the rest of my body spasms like hell. My brother never gets why I do it. I call it mental preperation.

Regarding my brother and bees (Tolvo), I have another confession. 
My brother has no fear of needles, but is hysterical about bees, wasps, etc., which I'm not. He never got stung until last year, so we didn't know if he was allergic. 
We were playing football in the garden on our bare feet. Unfortionatly he stepped on a bee in the grass. He was screaming so hard I just followed my guts. To make sure he didn't get an allergic reaction, I pushed out the needle and sucked his foot. Needless to say, it was almost black from the dirt.
My brother never would've done this for me, but there you go. 

And sorry about the PS3, Tolvo

A slight update, my PS3 seemed to not be functioning, so I got so pissed off I kicked it really hard.  Now it works.  I'm not sure what that means, but no stuttering, all my saves seem to be fine and I'm not seeing any data corruption.  So I've calmed down a bit now since it seems to be functioning now. People who say banging on things accomplishes nothing are liars as I've always suspected when I banged on my TV.

I'm still pretty pissed, and I'm going to do my best to try and forget about this in the future.  Just know, I hate being startled.  I absolutely hate it, I love suspense and horror, but when I get startled I generally kick and punch in reaction, at the thing startling me.  It's how I broke a monitor once, by punching the screen during a pop-scare from a site someone linked me to.  When people link me to pop-scares, I disown them and never speak with them again, unless they warn me explicitly ahead of time about it so I can know to try and avoid it.  I also don't like large startling images of things I'm afraid of.  

I should also mention I have a bad heart, my father has had multiple heart attacks and barely survived heart surgery, and my grandfather I never got to know because he died at age 50 or so of a heart attack.  I don't like getting startled, it makes me fear for my own life even.  Now you know, so please for the love of *** don't do that again to me.